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[12 Jan 2005|07:40pm]

havent updated in a while

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[08 Dec 2004|10:04am]
[ mood | AS;DHFSAO;IHSA ]
[ music | MY CHEMICAL ROMCANCE ]

SO MUCH TO SEE AND SO MUCH TO DO!!! THE PROBLEM IS THAT I WANNA SEE AND DO IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;LFJKDAS;FOISAJ;DOHaodihqwljcnadjncQHo;hidjfasljdf;LKJDFL'AKJ!!!!!!!!!!

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[25 Nov 2004|01:02pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | celine dion ]

LAMON

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[16 Nov 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | beavers on a half pipe ]

sarah wanted me to update my journal and this is what she said to copy and paste into it:

Fantasy Girl 87:Sarah is 100 times prettier and just all arond better than every other girl I meet. When I am not with Sarah all I can do is think about her and how much I want to be with her and hold her in my arms and show her that I love her.

so ya, things are goin well in life cause im coming home soon. im almost positive that im going to USF after christmas so i will live in tampa again!!!! i cant wait. i can get a new job and be with all my freinds and MY BAND!!!!! hectic couple of weeks coming up here cause of school winding down so we will see how that goes. money is going to be a little tight at the end of the month here so i will be eating lots of ramen, which isnt a bad thing. ok well im going to go finish laundry and then go o sleep cause school sucks.....word!

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[08 Nov 2004|08:46pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | my chemical romance ]

mary took a picture..im in my pj's...yikes...

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[08 Nov 2004|08:58am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | us3 ]

so ya, its been a while. last week was pretty busy and the weekend was pretty shitty. well, at least until sunday. finally i got to go and do something with people! me and max chilled with my old good freind aly and it was a lot of fun. and then i went and saw all of my family at dinner on sunday night. shit really hit the fan last night and my entire life as i knew it made a 180. in a matter of 2hours on the phone, everything is different. Its so crazy. theres a lot of stuff to be worked out but its all about to change. ok, im off to go find a new place to live!oh, and things with mary, kinda awkward now...oops!

make it bleed.

[01 Nov 2004|01:13pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | 15 tickets to select start ]

a belated homecoming pic. man, i wish the sun wasnt in my eyes so i could see my hot date!

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[18 Oct 2004|09:09am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | nadda ]

this weekend was fun. i was in tampa from wedsnday-sunday and it feels good to be back home. i missed everyone here but its cool cause we are all hangin out tonight. homecoming was fun and there are some good pics im going to post later. the show was a hilarious disaster but no worries cause we all had fun doing it. sunday was a blast hangin out with everyone at the carnival. next sat should be fun cause select start gets to play a high school homecoming! cant wait to see how that turns out. the show everyone needs to go to is at orpheum on the 28th. its a week from this thursday so get your butts in gear. alrighty, i gotta go write a paper and then eat something cause i am starving!
-patrick start

make it bleed.

[12 Oct 2004|08:48pm]
so ya, im going to bed cause im goin to tampa tomorrow. i pissed sarah off again. i totally understand where she is coming from and i should take a chill pill. which is easy to do when there is SO MUCH FUN COMING UP!. band practice tomorrow! sleeping at sarahs tomorrow night! homecoming on friday! select start show on saturday!! how about i just freak out....oh wait i just did! im starting again at pac sun so that should be interesting. peace out!
-patrick start
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[11 Oct 2004|03:48pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | belvedere ]

SELECT START HAS A NEW MEMBER! BIG THINGS ARE STARTING TO HAPPEN!

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[06 Oct 2004|09:50am]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | 15 tickets to live ]

well, i havent updated in a while and it would take too long to catch up on everything so ill just sum up. fun weekend! i spent most of the time with sarah but i aslo got to hang out with max, joe, adam, matt, and willie. sarah and i have been through some shit this weekend but we keep getting closer and closer. i am so happy when im with her. i did something stupid last night and i really hope she accepts my appology. i think ive found a girl that we share mutual feelings for each other, which is something ive never had before. i miss her but ill be with her on friday so thats all good. select start has a show on the 16th at st. pats carnival. woooooooooooooooooooooo hooooooooo!everyone has got to go support cause 15 tickets to live is playing. im more excited about that than anything! i just have to remember to keep the partying down the night before cause its sarahs homecoming. ok then, im going to go sleep in my car for about an hour till my next class.
-patrick start

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[30 Sep 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | belvedere ]

ive never really been just a little concerned, so right now, im very concerend. i have a feeling this is all taking a drastic change soon.

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[29 Sep 2004|09:15am]

ok listen up! select start needs you guys to vote on a new shirt design cause we are going to order soon and we need to know what you wanna wear!!

A.

B.

C.

and for the girls tell me if you like this one!

POST YOUR VOTES!

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[29 Sep 2004|09:07am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | select start- new e.p. ]

life is good

make it bleed.

[24 Sep 2004|10:00am]



            


     WHAT ARE YOU DOING SATURDAY NIGHT??

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IM TIRED......BOO.... [21 Sep 2004|05:34pm]
hola. thats not spanish for hello, its more like that ghetto saying "holla!". so ive had an interesting couple of days. i satyed in orlando this weekend and lots of people came up and saw me. on sat, i went to cocoa beach and chilled until about 4:30. when i got home i cleaned up my room a little bit. sarah, jose, emma, and max got to my apartment and we chilled until the party at christina's place. the party was supa fun and i think christina is going to have another one soon. sunday, everyone left around 11:30 and then mark, adam, aly, and logan came over. we all went down to the skate park on colonial and then they left and i went home. lots and lots of hizzomework....holy shit. so yesterday was fun, school kinda sucked but then i went to tampa and had an awesome band practice and got to stay with sarah. i had an awesome weekend with her. we get along so much better now than we did the first time we were dating. i have realized something though. we piss each other off with some of things we do. but i think thats normal. up until about last week, i thought that i was the "right" one when we argue about stuff but now i realize im just as guilty. lol, but its cool, we have gotten better with "comunication". so yeah, to sum it all up, i really like her and i cant wait to see her again on friday. i was going to go surfing today but turns out, it is still like 7-8 foot onshore chop. no good! i think i would die. so i might go thursday if the winds slack off. should be fun! not much else is going on but we do have a SHOW ON SATURDAY!! and also, friday there is student directed scenes at wharton. that should def be fun times so everyone go to that. ok, well i got a paper to write so im outa here.
-patrick start
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[17 Sep 2004|12:00am]
today and yeterday were very good days for me. yesterday i had a pretty busy day at school; lots of work and such. but then i got outa school and drove to tampa. i went and picked up my new paycheck which is always good and then went to the bank. after that i met up with sarah and emma at sarahs house. emma went home and me and sarah hung out. it was nice to talk to her and be alone with her again. its been a while since we have done that. we talked some things out and i think a lot has been "solved". its a good feeling. a very good feeling. im so happy with the way things are going between us now. so, woke up about nine today cause sarah had to wake up to go to student directed scenes. i found out that my oboe sold on ebay for like 570 dollars. thats so fucking cool. you have no idea how much better i feel about my finacial situation right now. im going to go tomorrow and buy like a 6 dollar meal. its going to be the best dinner ever.....anyways. this weekend is going to rock and or roll cause so many people are coming up to orlando. and i get to go surfing on sunday!!! JOE AND ADAM! BAND PRACTICE MONDAY NIGHT OR WEDNESDAY?? WHICHEVER IS BETTER FOR YOU. ok, im just about dones.
-patrick start
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teased peanut? [15 Sep 2004|09:23am]
sooooooooooooo....whats up? im super bored but thats about it. classes are getting kinda hard. like really hard. but i expected that. tonight im going down to tampa (boo. that drive is so long now), and im going to pick up my paycheck from pacsun, get a S.S. shirt and drop it off to gabe, and then go spend the night with sarah. for those of you who arent very learned about that situation, it could sound like a bad thing for me to do. but i think everything is going to be a ok. so im excited. anyways, i dont think ill be coming into town this weekend cause i wanna be here saturday night and i really dont wanna drive down for wednesday and drive back thursday, and then drive down friday and then back on saturday. but ill make sure i make a special trip during the week to have band practice early next week. gotta get ready for THE SHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! i expect everyone who i know and ever met to be there, no ex-gooses. right joe? so thats about it for me, i just wanna say: JOE YOU'RE NOT BAD.
-patrick start
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BADDA BING [12 Sep 2004|03:10am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | fall out boy ]

wow, its 3:11 in the A.M. and max and i just got in a couple of minutes ago. such a fucking awesome night! and right now i am full with taco bell. can things actually get any better than this?? no ways. so yeah today i woke up and took care of some car window stuff and then went and picked up max from sarahs house. i left my beer there, fucking boo...oh wells. later that day, i went down to my grandmas condo and layed out by the pool with 2 supa fine chicks and then swam laps for like 30 minutes. after this, me and max drove aaaaaaall the way down to bradenton to watch a good ol' fashion show at rockerfellas. before the show we went to this place called pirate cove and it was fucking hillarious. so the show starts and there were some really good bands, including a chick band. pretty good. but what is better is the girls me and max met tonight. supa fine, got the digits. i think ill call them up tomorrow to see if they wanna chill tomorrow night.
on a different note, the whole girl problem thing is finally over. took a while, jeeze. turns out there arent anymore "mixed feelings and/or signals" so thats always good. damn, if it werent the truth i wouldnt say it but, lsa chicks are bi-polar for rizzle. or at least 98% are. so glad thats overs.
i guess i might be staying in tampa for a couple more days so im sure we'll hit up the recording studio for more progress on the selectstart e.p. but everybody has to go to the show! sep 25th. be there or be square. i guess not much else to say so ill finish this up with a quicky from fall out boy on the subject of girls. -----------

Light that smoke for giving up on me
And one just cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations
To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar:
I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle- I confess
Now ash yourself out on the insides, when I said I loved you I swear I lied

Let’s play this game called "when you catch fire"
I wouldn’t piss to put you out
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
So I can forget about you

So bury me in memory
His smile’s your rope
Wrap it tight around your throat

On the drive home
Joke about the kid you used to see
And his jealousy
Breaking hearts has never looked so cool
As when you wrap your car around a tree
Your makeup looks great next to his teeth
-fall out boy

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mixed feelings are pouring out to you [10 Sep 2004|10:58am]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | motion city soundtrack ]

wow, confusing week. lol, but its been a fun one. um...i guess im going to south tampa later tonight and having BAND PRACTICE! i cant wait. then there is a mario kart tournament with some people who im goin to kick all of their asses. i kinda dont want to leave orlando today. some of the new people ive been meeting are doin stuff tonight. like theres a show that i could go to or theres a party downstairs. but oh well, theres always going to be others. and i figure ill get in less trouble if i go to tampa.
so things are really weird with the whole girl situation. getting some mixed signals. its all good though. sit back and enjoy the ride. hope everyone has an fawesome weekend and watch out for da huricane. if you need to evacuate and you are one of my freinds, my apartment is open to you.im outa hurr. I would like one packets of salts please,
-patrick start

make it bleed.

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